I LOVE FILM, ITALY, TILDA, & CLOTHES

I saw I AM LOVE last week and it was incredible.  At times, the plot was slow-paced and pregnant with impending drama, yet overall it was gorgeously shot, retro in set design, with stylized timelessness and visuals, and was all-together immensely beautiful.  I loved the relationships that Tilda Swinton’s character had with each of her family members and then with her lover.

I LOVED the colorblocked emsembles of Fendi and Jil Sander’s costume design (especially the tangerine cigarette pants ahhh!!!)

The ending was probably the best ending I have ever seen.  

In the last three minutes, the suspenseful music screeched and undulated begging for action from the main character. As she decided what her fate would be…. does she leave her family for love, or does she carry out her duties as a mother and wife , the music grew louder and more robust screaming, “give me your answer!!”, as if nature was taking the room.

I love I Am Love

Hello! From Brooklyn

So lot’s of time has passed since my last post and so I will update you with some news…

Obama is president!  Just Kidding it’s only been like 6 weeks..

My Movie Debut!  Check out this trailer and me sitting very near Mr. Ben Stiller in one of my favorite directors, Noah Baumbach’s latest film due out in 2010.  The movie was a blast to shoot for a week of my life in April and I met some great great people.

AUGHHHH!!!  WOOOOO While in Los Angeles, I had a sample sale with my pal, Layla.  The female star of the movie, Greta Gerwig, came and is now a proud owner of a Desira Pesta top.  She is also a super sweet lady.  A blast.  Can’t wait to see the movie!!  Greenberg – Coming to theaters March 12, 2010. Cast: Ben Stiller, Greta Gerwig, Jennifer Jason Leigh

Never would I thought that four years ago after seeing The Squid and the Whale and thereafter watching it obsessively for a year would I get to meet and be on set with Noah.  AUGHHHHHHHHH  Similarly, Zoolander, one of my guiltiest pleasures and from which I can quote every line, is another surreal dream come true.  Follow your dreams.

Forgive My MIA-ness, I Have Been Busy…

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set by Desira Pesta

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set by Desira Pesta

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set by Desira Pesta

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set by Desira Pesta

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set

Los Angeles Silk Dress Set

Nantucket Sailor Set / Seersucker

Nantucket Sailor Set / Seersucker

Nantucket Sailor Set / Seersucker

Nantucket Sailor Set / Seersucker

Nantucket Sailor Set / Seersucker by Desira Pesta

Nantucket Sailor Set / Seersucker by Desira Pesta

Nantucket Sailor Set / Seersucker by Desira Pesta

Nantucket Sailor Set / Seersucker by Desira Pesta

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It’s February! and I’ve been 26 for two months!

I am in need of some extra cash, so I set up the Craigslist posting I told myself I would set up if I needed to make some extra dough….

I used to be a personal chef and loved it and so I am offering my organic/gluten free/vegetarian/vegan chef expertise to the NYC public…. http://newyork.craigslist.org/brk/res/1019271700.html

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I love food.  I love cooking.  I love entertaining and do it often.  Last night I spent three hours making a curry and thereafter banana bread (gluten free)

In other news, I’m looking into possibly leaving NYC for a little while.  The following are my choices for new cities thus far…

Montreal

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Louisville, KY

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Milwaukee, WI

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Chicago, IL

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Oxford, MI

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Nashville, TN

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Washington state

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any help would be appreciated.  I need city with culture, art, no bigotry, ability to ride bikes, low cost rent, smiles, and hugs. For some reason I am greatly drawn to the South, although a lot of what makes me, me, contradicts that pairing.  Waht-ever.  I’m excited to see what happens in the coming months. My life’s always changing and I never seem to stay in one place for longer than six months.  As I was writing my rent check for an atrocious amount of money two days ago, I damn well near had a panic attack knowing I could also be writing a check for the same amount of money for the vintage car I’ve always wanted.  That same amount would also cover a month’s mortgage payment in a smaller town for a house I could call my own in 20 years.  It makes me ill seeing my hard earned dollars swimming through the air away from me forever and having nothing to show for it.  Something my parents have taught me is to always having savings.  This city disallows someone who does what I do and lives where I live to have any more than a few grand.  If something were to happen, if things were to shift, that’s it.  Bank acount gone.  I don’t have health insurance.  Most of my friends and peers don’t have health insurance.  My roommate is still paying off the $2400 hospital bill she incurred after getting three stitches.  What the fuck is one to do?

I keep waking up in the middle of the night freaking out about my life.  I don’t know where to go.  I need a sign or something.

Waaa New York is sad in the winter.

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